Friday, October 10, 2025

Blog Tour, Excerpt & Giveaway: Worth the Fight By C F White

 

Blog Tour, Excerpt & Giveaway:
Worth the Fight
By C F White

Worth It, Book 2

It was never going to be just one night. Not when it burned this hot.

Firefighter Reece Morgan is the station flirt. Tattooed, reckless, and always up for a laugh or a hook-up. He’s made a name for himself across Worthbridge, and he’s fine with that. No strings. No drama. No need for more.

Until one heated night in a sauna changes everything.

Trent Lawson thought it would be just sex. One night to forget, to shut off the noise inside his head. But the fire Reece ignites won’t stop burning. Not in his skin. Not in his chest. Not when every emergency throws them back together, stoking something far deeper, and far more dangerous.

Reece isn’t used to caring. Not really. But Trent isn’t just another fling. Behind his sharp tongue and cool control, Reece sees the exhaustion, the cracks, the way Trent’s numbing himself with all the wrong things. And for once, Reece doesn’t want to walk away. He wants to fight. For Trent. For every kiss denied and every glance that means too much.

But when the flames turn deadly and the danger hits close to home, Trent must face the past he’s been running from and decide if Reece is the one thing worth stepping into the fire for.

Because in Worthbridge, sparks are flying.

And some flames are worth the fight.

Worth the Fight is the second book in the Worth It series, a gritty MM romance series set in a small coastal town featuring first responders entangled in a criminal case that threatens the community they serve and the people they love.

Book Links


Excerpt:

The stairwell was a tunnel of smoke where visibility dropped to a hand in front of the face. Heat licked Reece’s gear. Not enough to be dangerous but promising it would get there soon. So he and Miller climbed fast, avoiding the clutter on the landings. A collapsed clothes horse. A child’s plastic ride-on car. Some idiot had left rubbish bags in the corner again. They’d dealt with this block before.

“Flat sixteen,” Miller called through the comms.

Reece found the door and tensed. Smoke bled from the seams.

He braced himself, then drove his shoulder into the wood. Once. Twice. The second hit splintered it, the frame groaning as it gave and smoke rolled out in greasy curls, swallowing his boots. As his mask hissed with each breath, the regulator rhythm sharp in his ears, he flung up his torch, the beam cutting through the murk, and stepped inside. Heat pressed in and Reece swept right, eyes focused as he tracked movement through the shifting black.

Then Miller said, “Paramedics on scene.”

And Reece’s pulse spiked for a whole different reason.

“Tell them to hold at the cordon,” he called back, knowing full well one of them might attempt to break that safe zone.

So he turned back to the smoke. To what he could handle.

Heat rose fast as he crawled through the flat and found the tenant collapsed in the hallway, semi-conscious. Miller radioed for assistance, and they extracted her together, Reece cradling her head, easing her out over debris, while smoke curled tighter, hotter, pressing in like fingers around a throat. So they moved fast, down through the haze, feet thudding the stairwell.

Then there, at the base of the stairs, behind the safety tape, high-vis jacket half-zipped, was the very paramedic in question. Trent. In full greens, backlit by the rig’s blue lights. Reece’s mouth went dry. Not from the heat. But from him. Because in that look he gave, there was something unreadable at first. Recognition, maybe. Then softer. As if he’d hoped it might be Reece coming down those stairs. But it vanished. Replaced by the cold professionalism he wore like armour.

“Elderly female. Semi-conscious. Smoke inhalation.” Reece eased the woman into Trent’s waiting arms, careful, efficient, but the moment their hands met, the contact sparked hotter than the flames behind them.

Too long. Always too long.

And Reece felt it. Like he always did. Every damn time.

But Trent gave nothing away. Not a sliver of recognition. Or a glance lingering after it should. Only a maddening calm as he helped the woman onto the gurney. And right there, in the middle of smoke and sirens, Reece remembered exactly why playing the part of the cocky playboy was easier. Safer.

Better than this slow-burn purgatory Trent kept him locked in.

The woman groaned, coughing, and Trent kicked into action.

“We’ve got her.” Then to his crew, “Let’s go. Airway, O2, BP. I’ll ride in.”

Reece watched him a beat too long, caught in the quiet intensity of him. His steady hands. Careful touch. And that familiar furrow between his brows. And his hair. Unruly blond curls caught the light as if they held their own private blaze. Trent Lawson was a soft, golden fire, burning as bright as the one Reece had never quite put out.

Same as it always is.

Trent turned back to his patient, and reality yanked Reece back into line. Do the job. Put out fires, don’t start them. Especially not the ones roaring to life in his chest, and lower, every damn time he caught sight of a certain paramedic poured into figure-hugging greens. Sometimes he swore Trent did it on purpose. Moved just right, looked just wrong. Utterly off-limits and completely irresistible in the same breath. He didn’t even realise he was the walking definition of Reece’s worst idea… and his favourite temptation.

When the last of the flames died to steam and the thermal imaging confirmed nothing but smouldering heat signatures, Reece peeled off his BA set with a grunt. His shoulders were stiff and lungs raw from the heavy air. He should’ve headed for a bottle of water and a quiet corner to cool off, but his feet took him where they always did.

Towards him.

Despite Miller yelling at him. “Morgan! You’ve still got debrief and hose rolls. Stop eye fucking the greens!”

Reece flipped him off.

Trent was inside the ambulance, his greens stained and clinging in all the right places, sleeves shoved up to his elbows as he worked. His gloved hands moved steadily over the elderly woman’s fragile frame, checking vitals, adjusting the oxygen mask cradled to her face. For a man who’d spent the last half hour knee-deep in chaos, he still looked annoyingly perfect.

And fuckable.

Really fucking fuckable.


Enter the Giveaway:

For your chance to win an eBook of your choice from CF’s backlist:

 https://bit.ly/WtF_Giveaway


Check out Book 1: Worth the Wait

Worth It, Book 1

It was never over. It was just waiting.

Nathan Carter didn’t return to Worthbridge looking for a second chance. He came back for a roof over his head, a job that pays, and maybe, if he’s lucky, a way to connect with the teenage son he’s barely known. Life in the army taught him how to survive, but not how to be a father… and definitely not how to live with the choices he made the day he walked away from everything. Including Freddie Webb.

PC Freddie Webb never left Worthbridge. Not the town. Not the ghosts. Steady, dependable, the man everyone trusts to hold the line when things fall apart, he’s spent years keeping his head down and his heart locked up tight. But all that control shatters the moment a routine arrest throws him face to face with the boy he once loved… and the son that boy now has.

What started between them as teenagers was messy, intense, and unforgettable. Sixteen years later, it’s no less complicated. Eespecially with Alfie, Nathan’s angry, guarded son, caught between them and already spiralling toward trouble.

As old desires resurface and old wounds reopen, Nathan and Freddie are pulled back into each other’s orbit. But with the whole town watching, tensions rising, and the past refusing to stay buried, they’ll have to decide: play it safe… or risk everything for the love they never got to finish.

Because in Worthbridge, the past never stays buried.

And some loves are worth every second of the wait.

Book Links


About the Author

CF White writes gritty British based stories about imperfect men falling in love against the odds and has been accused of sprinkling a bit of humour into them from time to time too. Because what’s life without sprinkles?

Subscribe to C F White to get bonus content @ www.cfwhiteauthor.com

Or follow her on these channels:

Twitter

Facebook

Instagram

TikTok

Or why not join her reader group on Facebook: Tighty Whitey’s



Tuesday, September 30, 2025

Release Blitz, Excerpt & Giveaway: Worth the Fight By C F White

Release Blitz, Excerpt & Giveaway:
Worth the Fight
By C F White

Worth It, Book 2

It was never going to be just one night. Not when it burned this hot.

Firefighter Reece Morgan is the station flirt. Tattooed, reckless, and always up for a laugh or a hook-up. He’s made a name for himself across Worthbridge, and he’s fine with that. No strings. No drama. No need for more.

Until one heated night in a sauna changes everything.

Trent Lawson thought it would be just sex. One night to forget, to shut off the noise inside his head. But the fire Reece ignites won’t stop burning. Not in his skin. Not in his chest. Not when every emergency throws them back together, stoking something far deeper, and far more dangerous.

Reece isn’t used to caring. Not really. But Trent isn’t just another fling. Behind his sharp tongue and cool control, Reece sees the exhaustion, the cracks, the way Trent’s numbing himself with all the wrong things. And for once, Reece doesn’t want to walk away. He wants to fight. For Trent. For every kiss denied and every glance that means too much.

But when the flames turn deadly and the danger hits close to home, Trent must face the past he’s been running from and decide if Reece is the one thing worth stepping into the fire for.

Because in Worthbridge, sparks are flying.

And some flames are worth the fight.

Worth the Fight is the second book in the Worth It series, a gritty MM romance series set in a small coastal town featuring first responders entangled in a criminal case that threatens the community they serve and the people they love.

Book Links


Excerpt:

The stairwell was a tunnel of smoke where visibility dropped to a hand in front of the face. Heat licked Reece’s gear. Not enough to be dangerous but promising it would get there soon. So he and Miller climbed fast, avoiding the clutter on the landings. A collapsed clothes horse. A child’s plastic ride-on car. Some idiot had left rubbish bags in the corner again. They’d dealt with this block before.

“Flat sixteen,” Miller called through the comms.

Reece found the door and tensed. Smoke bled from the seams.

He braced himself, then drove his shoulder into the wood. Once. Twice. The second hit splintered it, the frame groaning as it gave and smoke rolled out in greasy curls, swallowing his boots. As his mask hissed with each breath, the regulator rhythm sharp in his ears, he flung up his torch, the beam cutting through the murk, and stepped inside. Heat pressed in and Reece swept right, eyes focused as he tracked movement through the shifting black.

Then Miller said, “Paramedics on scene.”

And Reece’s pulse spiked for a whole different reason.

“Tell them to hold at the cordon,” he called back, knowing full well one of them might attempt to break that safe zone.

So he turned back to the smoke. To what he could handle.

Heat rose fast as he crawled through the flat and found the tenant collapsed in the hallway, semi-conscious. Miller radioed for assistance, and they extracted her together, Reece cradling her head, easing her out over debris, while smoke curled tighter, hotter, pressing in like fingers around a throat. So they moved fast, down through the haze, feet thudding the stairwell.

Then there, at the base of the stairs, behind the safety tape, high-vis jacket half-zipped, was the very paramedic in question. Trent. In full greens, backlit by the rig’s blue lights. Reece’s mouth went dry. Not from the heat. But from him. Because in that look he gave, there was something unreadable at first. Recognition, maybe. Then softer. As if he’d hoped it might be Reece coming down those stairs. But it vanished. Replaced by the cold professionalism he wore like armour.

“Elderly female. Semi-conscious. Smoke inhalation.” Reece eased the woman into Trent’s waiting arms, careful, efficient, but the moment their hands met, the contact sparked hotter than the flames behind them.

Too long. Always too long.

And Reece felt it. Like he always did. Every damn time.

But Trent gave nothing away. Not a sliver of recognition. Or a glance lingering after it should. Only a maddening calm as he helped the woman onto the gurney. And right there, in the middle of smoke and sirens, Reece remembered exactly why playing the part of the cocky playboy was easier. Safer.

Better than this slow-burn purgatory Trent kept him locked in.

The woman groaned, coughing, and Trent kicked into action.

“We’ve got her.” Then to his crew, “Let’s go. Airway, O2, BP. I’ll ride in.”

Reece watched him a beat too long, caught in the quiet intensity of him. His steady hands. Careful touch. And that familiar furrow between his brows. And his hair. Unruly blond curls caught the light as if they held their own private blaze. Trent Lawson was a soft, golden fire, burning as bright as the one Reece had never quite put out.

Same as it always is.

Trent turned back to his patient, and reality yanked Reece back into line. Do the job. Put out fires, don’t start them. Especially not the ones roaring to life in his chest, and lower, every damn time he caught sight of a certain paramedic poured into figure-hugging greens. Sometimes he swore Trent did it on purpose. Moved just right, looked just wrong. Utterly off-limits and completely irresistible in the same breath. He didn’t even realise he was the walking definition of Reece’s worst idea… and his favourite temptation.

When the last of the flames died to steam and the thermal imaging confirmed nothing but smouldering heat signatures, Reece peeled off his BA set with a grunt. His shoulders were stiff and lungs raw from the heavy air. He should’ve headed for a bottle of water and a quiet corner to cool off, but his feet took him where they always did.

Towards him.

Despite Miller yelling at him. “Morgan! You’ve still got debrief and hose rolls. Stop eye fucking the greens!”

Reece flipped him off.

Trent was inside the ambulance, his greens stained and clinging in all the right places, sleeves shoved up to his elbows as he worked. His gloved hands moved steadily over the elderly woman’s fragile frame, checking vitals, adjusting the oxygen mask cradled to her face. For a man who’d spent the last half hour knee-deep in chaos, he still looked annoyingly perfect.

And fuckable.

Really fucking fuckable.


Enter the Giveaway: 

For your chance to win an eBook of your choice from CF’s backlist:

https://bit.ly/WtF_Giveaway


Check out Book 1: Worth the Wait

Worth It, Book 1

It was never over. It was just waiting.

Nathan Carter didn’t return to Worthbridge looking for a second chance. He came back for a roof over his head, a job that pays, and maybe, if he’s lucky, a way to connect with the teenage son he’s barely known. Life in the army taught him how to survive, but not how to be a father… and definitely not how to live with the choices he made the day he walked away from everything. Including Freddie Webb.

PC Freddie Webb never left Worthbridge. Not the town. Not the ghosts. Steady, dependable, the man everyone trusts to hold the line when things fall apart, he’s spent years keeping his head down and his heart locked up tight. But all that control shatters the moment a routine arrest throws him face to face with the boy he once loved… and the son that boy now has.

What started between them as teenagers was messy, intense, and unforgettable. Sixteen years later, it’s no less complicated. Eespecially with Alfie, Nathan’s angry, guarded son, caught between them and already spiralling toward trouble.

As old desires resurface and old wounds reopen, Nathan and Freddie are pulled back into each other’s orbit. But with the whole town watching, tensions rising, and the past refusing to stay buried, they’ll have to decide: play it safe… or risk everything for the love they never got to finish.

Because in Worthbridge, the past never stays buried.

And some loves are worth every second of the wait.

Book Links


About the Author

CF White writes gritty British based stories about imperfect men falling in love against the odds and has been accused of sprinkling a bit of humour into them from time to time too. Because what’s life without sprinkles?

Subscribe to C F White to get bonus content @ www.cfwhiteauthor.com

Or follow her on these channels:

Twitter

Facebook

Instagram

TikTok

Or why not join her reader group on Facebook: Tighty Whitey’s



Sunday, September 21, 2025

Blog Tour, Excerpt & Giveaway: You Can Make Me: Carnival of Mysteries By R.L. Merrill

Blog Tour, Excerpt & Giveaway:
You Can Make Me: Carnival of Mysteries
By R.L. Merrill

Carnival of Mysteries Novel

Journalist Cooper Harris received a dire warning from a psychic early in his career as an investigative reporter: Your curiosity will lead you to death’s doorstep. That prediction came true when he ignored instructions from law enforcement friends, and showed up to a crime scene only to become the latest victim of a serial killer. He was rescued by the man he desperately loves but denies at every turn—Detective Dennis Hamilton—and left with gruesome and debilitating injuries.

Three months later, Denny is at his wit’s end. He’s done everything in his power to help Cooper heal, but the reporter is obsessed with finding a mythical carnival that is rumored to possess some “woo woo fountain of youth and vitality.” Denny desires Cooper just as he is, but the reporter has always gotten by on his looks and investigative skills. Cooper refuses to give up hunting for answers, even if it means making a deal with the very devil responsible for his scars.

With the help of his trusted friends, and two men not of this time, Denny will fight to stop a killer from finishing what he started with Cooper, the man he has come to cherish. Cooper will have to choose between exposing the secrets of the Carnival of Mysteries, and accepting that love is more important than the truth he seeks.

You Can Make Me is the third book R.L. Merrill has contributed to the Carnival of Mysteries shared world. It can be read as a standalone, but readers will more fully enjoy the story after reading You Can Do Magic and You Can Save Me. Each book in the multi-author Carnival of Mysteries Series stands alone and includes at least one visit to Errante Ame’s Carnival of Mysteries, a magical, multiverse traveling show full of unusual acts, games, and rides. The Carnival changes to suit the world it’s on, so each visit is unique and special. Recommended for readers 18+

Book Links

Excerpt from You Can Make Me:

“I brought you a sandwich, and I picked up more of that hummus you like from the Greek deli.” Shopping was an event, living this far from a major town, but I didn’t mind it. I only hated being away for too long. I worried constantly. I’d worried so much that what was left of my dark hair was now almost completely silver. Even my scruff when it grew in was nearly white. I hadn’t slept a full night since we came here either. Dreams woke me, or the dreams of my charge sent me running from the couch. 

My charge. 

I didn’t know what else to call him.

“I got you more of those steno notebooks like you asked, too, and a new printer. Let’s hope this one works. I talked to the guy at the AT&T store this time, and he had no fucking clue how to get better internet out here. I’m going to look into a hotspot…”

I trailed off as I stepped through the kitchen door to the great room and found him standing in front of the window wrapped in a blanket, just staring off into space.

“Coop? Are you hungry?”

He didn’t respond. 

I walked over to the old stereo and turned the music down a little before I approached him, being sure not to come at his back. He still spooked every time I touched him unless we made eye contact first.

“Cooper?”

He pulled the blanket tighter around himself and turned just enough to look at me out of the corner of his eye, which was nearly covered by his now-longish hair.

“Hey,” I said, softer now, approaching him cautiously with a hopeful smile. I couldn’t help it. Every time I saw him was a blessing, proof that he was still here. Part of him, at least. “Are you hungry? I brought you a sandwich from that deli, you seemed to like it last time. Can I get you something to drink?”

He stared back at me for a long moment before he nodded. 

I could breathe again. I went back to the kitchen, grabbed the sandwich and a plate, some napkins, and a bottle of the iced tea Cooper liked. I set them on the table and stepped back to wait for him. He pulled the blanket tighter with one arm, grabbed his cane, and he hobbled over to the table, sneaking furtive glances under his hair at me. 

God, I wished I knew what to do for him.

We sat at the table and Cooper kept his head down as he ate slowly, still struggling at times to chew. The sutures in his mouth and cheeks had long since dissolved, but the tissue was still healing. He’d had to relearn how to chew without biting the inside of his scarred cheek.

“I grabbed the mail while I was in town. You got a letter from your mom, what looks like a check from the network, and something from your insurance company.”

He nodded and took a sip of his tea. 

“How is your pain today?”

He shrugged. 

He’d opted to stop taking his pain medications two weeks ago, against medical advice. His doctors had said he should stay on them until his next checkup at the end of the month.

“Coop, the doctor said that it’s better not to let the pain get worse—”

“I don’t want to be fuzzy. I can’t think.”

I exhaled. It would not do for me to lose my temper when Cooper was struggling with everything that had happened to him. 

He couldn’t walk without some sort of aid, as his balance was off after the blow to his head. He had almost daily headaches and couldn’t look at his computer for longer than twenty minutes at a time or he’d struggle with his vision. He’d been in near constant pain from the number of deep cuts he’d received, which had healed, but the scar tissue was tight and pulled when he moved. 

It killed me to see him continuing to struggle so hard after everything he’d been through, but he fought my attempts to get him moving and refused additional medical intervention.

“Maybe if we go back to the doctor sooner—”

“The doctors can’t do anything for me. They can’t fix me.”

And that was his answer to everything. He couldn’t be fixed. His brain, his gait, his poor wounded flesh. His face would never be the same, the face he’d relied on to land him a coveted spot as a television investigative reporter. He’d made me take all the mirrors out of the place first thing when I’d brought him to this refuge. 

I’d done everything he’d asked except leave him. 

This was more than he’d talked in a while, so I pushed. 

“Maybe they can prescribe something that doesn’t make you foggy. Or maybe they can suggest something over the counter…”

He took a few more bites of his sandwich and then pushed back from the table, his wince making my heart hurt. I hated that he was in constant pain. 

Cooper heaved a big sigh, and his hand came up to his ribs.

“Can I at least get you some ibuprofen? I hate to—”

“You find anything out? About the internet? I get kicked off sites when I’m reading articles, and it won’t hold long enough to download and print them. If I had better internet, maybe I could work…”

I stood from the table and blew out a breath, my eyes burning. “Coop,” I said softly. “Can I at least bring Gene out here? Him and Sam are so worried about you. Maybe they can help—”

“No.”

He wiped at his mouth, wincing when he touched his left cheek with the napkin.

“I wish I knew what to do for you,” I whispered, more for myself than him to hear. I was fairly tech savvy, but I couldn’t control cell towers or satellite paths, and he had no patience.

Cooper put his hands on the table and leveled a glare at me from under his hair. “What do you know about the carnival?”

My gut churned, tossing around the sandwich I’d eaten in the car until my skin got clammy like I was going to vomit. 

“What do you mean? What carnival?”

His nostrils flared. “The carnival where Dee Dee Miller worked. He met…Holland there. He mentioned it when I interviewed him. What else do you know?”

My mouth felt as if it would crack if I tried to speak. 

Cooper hadn’t wanted to discuss his assault. He was secretive when he was on the computer and whenever I tried to get him talking, it was mostly one-word answers, and it felt as if things were going downhill. Now this? The carnival?

“That’s…that’s all. Why?”

Cooper shrugged and pushed back from the table. “Thank you for the sandwich.” Most of the time he was still his polite self, at least when it came to caring for him, but try to discuss anything that affected him, he’d snap at me and shut it down. 

He pulled his blanket tighter, grabbed for his cane, and pushed himself to standing. He lost color in his face and sweat beaded on his upper lip. He tried to walk past me, and I stepped in his way.

“Tell me what to do and I’ll do it.” Enough was enough. I’d been tiptoeing around him for the three months that we’d been here, and I was desperate. His spirit was fading before my eyes. It broke my heart.

He wouldn’t make eye contact with me. I reached up to touch his left shoulder, one of the only spots I knew didn’t hurt him, and he flinched. 

“You’ve done enough. You don’t like it? You can leave, Detective Hamilton.”

Barely ever Dennis. Definitely not Denny, or any of the terms of endearment he’d called me so long ago. Detective Hamilton was a verbal shield he used to keep me out.

“Cooper, for fuck’s sake. I’m not leaving you.”

He turned his head toward me, but he still wouldn’t meet my gaze. 

I missed his gaze, even though at one point it had made me jumpy, unsettled. His gaze had forced me take a deeper look at myself and my core beliefs about my sexuality. I’d come to crave it. Then, I’d somehow managed to blow it with Cooper Harris…and four and a half months ago, I witnessed a madman nearly end the life of the only man I’d ever… 

I didn’t know how to classify what Cooper was to me now, other than to say he was my life’s work. 

My life. Period.

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About the Author

R.L. Merrill loves creating compelling stories that will stay with readers long after. Ro writes inclusive contemporary romance, paranormal, and horror-inspired music reviews. A mom, wife, daughter, former educator, and advocate for social and reproductive justice, you can currently find cruising in her Bronco with Great Dane pup Velma, being terrorized by feline twins Dracula and Frankenstein, or headbanging at a rock show near her home in the San Francisco Bay Area! Stay Tuned for more…

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Sunday, September 14, 2025

Release Blitz, Excerpt & Giveaway: You Can Make Me: Carnival of Mysteries By R.L. Merrill

Release Blitz, Excerpt & Giveaway:
You Can Make Me: Carnival of Mysteries
By R.L. Merrill

Carnival of Mysteries Novel

Journalist Cooper Harris received a dire warning from a psychic early in his career as an investigative reporter: Your curiosity will lead you to death’s doorstep. That prediction came true when he ignored instructions from law enforcement friends, and showed up to a crime scene only to become the latest victim of a serial killer. He was rescued by the man he desperately loves but denies at every turn—Detective Dennis Hamilton—and left with gruesome and debilitating injuries.

Three months later, Denny is at his wit’s end. He’s done everything in his power to help Cooper heal, but the reporter is obsessed with finding a mythical carnival that is rumored to possess some “woo woo fountain of youth and vitality.” Denny desires Cooper just as he is, but the reporter has always gotten by on his looks and investigative skills. Cooper refuses to give up hunting for answers, even if it means making a deal with the very devil responsible for his scars.

With the help of his trusted friends, and two men not of this time, Denny will fight to stop a killer from finishing what he started with Cooper, the man he has come to cherish. Cooper will have to choose between exposing the secrets of the Carnival of Mysteries, and accepting that love is more important than the truth he seeks.

You Can Make Me is the third book R.L. Merrill has contributed to the Carnival of Mysteries shared world. It can be read as a standalone, but readers will more fully enjoy the story after reading You Can Do Magic and You Can Save Me. Each book in the multi-author Carnival of Mysteries Series stands alone and includes at least one visit to Errante Ame’s Carnival of Mysteries, a magical, multiverse traveling show full of unusual acts, games, and rides. The Carnival changes to suit the world it’s on, so each visit is unique and special. Recommended for readers 18+

Book Links

Excerpt from You Can Make Me:

“I brought you a sandwich, and I picked up more of that hummus you like from the Greek deli.” Shopping was an event, living this far from a major town, but I didn’t mind it. I only hated being away for too long. I worried constantly. I’d worried so much that what was left of my dark hair was now almost completely silver. Even my scruff when it grew in was nearly white. I hadn’t slept a full night since we came here either. Dreams woke me, or the dreams of my charge sent me running from the couch. 

My charge. 

I didn’t know what else to call him.

“I got you more of those steno notebooks like you asked, too, and a new printer. Let’s hope this one works. I talked to the guy at the AT&T store this time, and he had no fucking clue how to get better internet out here. I’m going to look into a hotspot…”

I trailed off as I stepped through the kitchen door to the great room and found him standing in front of the window wrapped in a blanket, just staring off into space.

“Coop? Are you hungry?”

He didn’t respond. 

I walked over to the old stereo and turned the music down a little before I approached him, being sure not to come at his back. He still spooked every time I touched him unless we made eye contact first.

“Cooper?”

He pulled the blanket tighter around himself and turned just enough to look at me out of the corner of his eye, which was nearly covered by his now-longish hair.

“Hey,” I said, softer now, approaching him cautiously with a hopeful smile. I couldn’t help it. Every time I saw him was a blessing, proof that he was still here. Part of him, at least. “Are you hungry? I brought you a sandwich from that deli, you seemed to like it last time. Can I get you something to drink?”

He stared back at me for a long moment before he nodded. 

I could breathe again. I went back to the kitchen, grabbed the sandwich and a plate, some napkins, and a bottle of the iced tea Cooper liked. I set them on the table and stepped back to wait for him. He pulled the blanket tighter with one arm, grabbed his cane, and he hobbled over to the table, sneaking furtive glances under his hair at me. 

God, I wished I knew what to do for him.

We sat at the table and Cooper kept his head down as he ate slowly, still struggling at times to chew. The sutures in his mouth and cheeks had long since dissolved, but the tissue was still healing. He’d had to relearn how to chew without biting the inside of his scarred cheek.

“I grabbed the mail while I was in town. You got a letter from your mom, what looks like a check from the network, and something from your insurance company.”

He nodded and took a sip of his tea. 

“How is your pain today?”

He shrugged. 

He’d opted to stop taking his pain medications two weeks ago, against medical advice. His doctors had said he should stay on them until his next checkup at the end of the month.

“Coop, the doctor said that it’s better not to let the pain get worse—”

“I don’t want to be fuzzy. I can’t think.”

I exhaled. It would not do for me to lose my temper when Cooper was struggling with everything that had happened to him. 

He couldn’t walk without some sort of aid, as his balance was off after the blow to his head. He had almost daily headaches and couldn’t look at his computer for longer than twenty minutes at a time or he’d struggle with his vision. He’d been in near constant pain from the number of deep cuts he’d received, which had healed, but the scar tissue was tight and pulled when he moved. 

It killed me to see him continuing to struggle so hard after everything he’d been through, but he fought my attempts to get him moving and refused additional medical intervention.

“Maybe if we go back to the doctor sooner—”

“The doctors can’t do anything for me. They can’t fix me.”

And that was his answer to everything. He couldn’t be fixed. His brain, his gait, his poor wounded flesh. His face would never be the same, the face he’d relied on to land him a coveted spot as a television investigative reporter. He’d made me take all the mirrors out of the place first thing when I’d brought him to this refuge. 

I’d done everything he’d asked except leave him. 

This was more than he’d talked in a while, so I pushed. 

“Maybe they can prescribe something that doesn’t make you foggy. Or maybe they can suggest something over the counter…”

He took a few more bites of his sandwich and then pushed back from the table, his wince making my heart hurt. I hated that he was in constant pain. 

Cooper heaved a big sigh, and his hand came up to his ribs.

“Can I at least get you some ibuprofen? I hate to—”

“You find anything out? About the internet? I get kicked off sites when I’m reading articles, and it won’t hold long enough to download and print them. If I had better internet, maybe I could work…”

I stood from the table and blew out a breath, my eyes burning. “Coop,” I said softly. “Can I at least bring Gene out here? Him and Sam are so worried about you. Maybe they can help—”

“No.”

He wiped at his mouth, wincing when he touched his left cheek with the napkin.

“I wish I knew what to do for you,” I whispered, more for myself than him to hear. I was fairly tech savvy, but I couldn’t control cell towers or satellite paths, and he had no patience.

Cooper put his hands on the table and leveled a glare at me from under his hair. “What do you know about the carnival?”

My gut churned, tossing around the sandwich I’d eaten in the car until my skin got clammy like I was going to vomit. 

“What do you mean? What carnival?”

His nostrils flared. “The carnival where Dee Dee Miller worked. He met…Holland there. He mentioned it when I interviewed him. What else do you know?”

My mouth felt as if it would crack if I tried to speak. 

Cooper hadn’t wanted to discuss his assault. He was secretive when he was on the computer and whenever I tried to get him talking, it was mostly one-word answers, and it felt as if things were going downhill. Now this? The carnival?

“That’s…that’s all. Why?”

Cooper shrugged and pushed back from the table. “Thank you for the sandwich.” Most of the time he was still his polite self, at least when it came to caring for him, but try to discuss anything that affected him, he’d snap at me and shut it down. 

He pulled his blanket tighter, grabbed for his cane, and pushed himself to standing. He lost color in his face and sweat beaded on his upper lip. He tried to walk past me, and I stepped in his way.

“Tell me what to do and I’ll do it.” Enough was enough. I’d been tiptoeing around him for the three months that we’d been here, and I was desperate. His spirit was fading before my eyes. It broke my heart.

He wouldn’t make eye contact with me. I reached up to touch his left shoulder, one of the only spots I knew didn’t hurt him, and he flinched. 

“You’ve done enough. You don’t like it? You can leave, Detective Hamilton.”

Barely ever Dennis. Definitely not Denny, or any of the terms of endearment he’d called me so long ago. Detective Hamilton was a verbal shield he used to keep me out.

“Cooper, for fuck’s sake. I’m not leaving you.”

He turned his head toward me, but he still wouldn’t meet my gaze. 

I missed his gaze, even though at one point it had made me jumpy, unsettled. His gaze had forced me take a deeper look at myself and my core beliefs about my sexuality. I’d come to crave it. Then, I’d somehow managed to blow it with Cooper Harris…and four and a half months ago, I witnessed a madman nearly end the life of the only man I’d ever… 

I didn’t know how to classify what Cooper was to me now, other than to say he was my life’s work. 

My life. Period.

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R.L. Merrill loves creating compelling stories that will stay with readers long after. Ro writes inclusive contemporary romance, paranormal, and horror-inspired music reviews. A mom, wife, daughter, former educator, and advocate for social and reproductive justice, you can currently find cruising in her Bronco with Great Dane pup Velma, being terrorized by feline twins Dracula and Frankenstein, or headbanging at a rock show near her home in the San Francisco Bay Area! Stay Tuned for more…



Friday, September 5, 2025

Pre Order Blast: Gay for Pray By F.A. Ray

Pre Order Blast: Gay for Pray
By F.A. Ray

Coming September 9

Arpor Sacred Sacrament University, Book 1

My divine destiny to join the priesthood isn’t supposed to include a college fling with an openly gay classmate.

Theodore

My father decided my fate before I was born. The son of a deacon, divine destiny pointed me toward the priesthood. That’s the whole reason I enrolled at A.S.S. University.

But my father didn’t know about the desires I’ve been fighting for my whole life when he made his holy plan for me. And he doesn’t know that my openly gay classmate is everything I’ve ever wanted.

Jude embodies all the things I hold sacred: He’s smart, handsome and shockingly kind. I retreat to the university’s liturgical choir, the one place Jude is sure to avoid…until he joins as well, placing my destiny and my secret on a collision course.

Jude

I’ve never met anyone less cool than Theodore Walsh. No wonder the guy plans to become a priest. He sneers at my very existence, as though merely by being myself I might get some of the gay on him.

I joined the liturgical choir to meet guys. If there’s going to be queer people anywhere in this Catholic university, it’ll be in the closest thing A.S.S. Uni. has to a theater club. But Theodore’s presence was not part of the plan.

When we get assigned to a group project together, things turn even more dire. On a whim, I invite him to a frat party, never imagining he’ll say yes.

What goes down at that party is a disaster of Biblical proportions.

Gay for Pray is an enemies-to-lovers, opposites attract, first time MM college romance set at a fictional Catholic university. For CWs and more, see linktr.ee/faraywrites.

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F.A. Ray started writing as a child and never really stopped. They enjoy climbing and hiking in the Pacific Northwest, where they live with their cat.


Tuesday, August 26, 2025

Pre Order Blast: You Can Make Me: Carnival of Mysteries By R.L. Merrill

 

Pre Order Blast:
You Can Make Me: Carnival of Mysteries
By R.L. Merrill

Coming September 13

Carnival of Mysteries Novel

Journalist Cooper Harris received a dire warning from a psychic early in his career as an investigative reporter: Your curiosity will lead you to death’s doorstep. That prediction came true when he ignored instructions from law enforcement friends, and showed up to a crime scene only to become the latest victim of a serial killer. He was rescued by the man he desperately loves but denies at every turn—Detective Dennis Hamilton—and left with gruesome and debilitating injuries.

Three months later, Denny is at his wit’s end. He’s done everything in his power to help Cooper heal, but the reporter is obsessed with finding a mythical carnival that is rumored to possess some “woo woo fountain of youth and vitality.” Denny desires Cooper just as he is, but the reporter has always gotten by on his looks and investigative skills. Cooper refuses to give up hunting for answers, even if it means making a deal with the very devil responsible for his scars.

With the help of his trusted friends, and two men not of this time, Denny will fight to stop a killer from finishing what he started with Cooper, the man he has come to cherish. Cooper will have to choose between exposing the secrets of the Carnival of Mysteries, and accepting that love is more important than the truth he seeks.

You Can Make Me is the third book R.L. Merrill has contributed to the Carnival of Mysteries shared world. It can be read as a standalone, but readers will more fully enjoy the story after reading You Can Do Magic and You Can Save Me. Each book in the multi-author Carnival of Mysteries Series stands alone and includes at least one visit to Errante Ame’s Carnival of Mysteries, a magical, multiverse traveling show full of unusual acts, games, and rides. The Carnival changes to suit the world it’s on, so each visit is unique and special. Recommended for readers 18+

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R.L. Merrill loves creating compelling stories that will stay with readers long after. Ro writes inclusive contemporary romance, paranormal, and horror-inspired music reviews. A mom, wife, daughter, former educator, and advocate for social and reproductive justice, you can currently find cruising in her Bronco with Great Dane pup Velma, being terrorized by feline twins Dracula and Frankenstein, or headbanging at a rock show near her home in the San Francisco Bay Area! Stay Tuned for more…

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Blog Tour, Excerpt & Giveaway: Worth the Fight By C F White

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